The second book in the Rushed series is almost here! Join Eric Fortrell as he discovers that the Bizarre adventure through the mysterious and terrifying fissure the previous year was only the beginning.
Rushed: The Unseen should be available in December. For a preview of the fun to come, just keep reading. What follows is the entire first chapter.
Two dozen pink Gerbera daisies. Hailey’s favorite.
The girl at the flower shop smiled too much. Eric found it distracting.
It wasn’t an unkind smile. It wasn’t even that there was nothing to smile about. It wasn’t a solemn occasion. The flowers weren’t for a funeral. Precisely the opposite, as a matter of fact. They were for a baby shower. A celebration of happy expectations. The joyfully imminent arrival of a beautiful, baby girl. There was no reason not to smile, really…but it felt a little bit like she was laughing at him.
As she swiped his card, he eyed the bouquet. It was bigger than he’d expected. And so brightly colored… He might as well walk out of the store with an armload of lit sparklers.
It was a silly thing, really. Stupid, even. Just some childish streak of macho pride nagging at him, asking him if he really intended to be seen in broad daylight cradling this big, pink bouquet of daisies.
It didn’t help that the girl was so young. She looked about the same age as his high school students, barely old enough to drive a car. And it never failed to impress him how cruel kids could be at that age, how easy it was for them to ridicule others. And they could be especially mean-spirited toward adults. At that age, looking out at the world, you knew everything. Looking back from that world, from the other side of Eric’s thirty-two years, it was obvious that you really didn’t know anything. Those differing perceptions, from two completely opposing perspectives, sometimes made it difficult to communicate. It created a gap between them, a fissure of sorts.
Eric knew a thing or two about fissures.
His phone came to life in his pocket, buzzing urgently against his thigh. That would be Karen. Again. Begrudgingly, he fished the annoying device from the depths of his front jeans pocket and answered it: “Hello?”
“Did you get the flowers?”
“Paying for them now.”
“How do they look?”
The girl’s smile broadened. It looked warmer now, friendlier, less mocking. Perhaps it really had all been in his imagination.
“Hailey’ll love them. Don’t you think?”
“Definitely. Nothing celebrates a new life like decapitating some pretty plants.”
The girl giggled a little at this as she handed him back his debit card.
“Out with the old, in with the new,” declared Karen.
“One way of putting it, I guess.” Eric punched in his PIN number and asked, “How are the cupcakes coming?”
“First batch is done.”
“Awesome. You girls having fun?”
“Yes, we are.”
Eric returned his card to his wallet and lifted the bouquet off the counter. How was he supposed to even hold this stupid thing? They looked so delicate, yet they were heavy enough to demand a firm grip. And while he was talking on the phone, he couldn’t even handle them with both hands. He’d never really developed that knack for holding the phone in the crook of his neck like other people. He always dropped the damned thing.
Maybe he had an abnormal neck.
He hated cell phones. He hated the way people were always talking on them, as if everything they had to say was far too important to wait until they returned home. Talking and talking and talking, in their cars, at restaurants, while checking out in stores…like he was doing now… But Karen insisted he carry one. She was a firm believer that everyone should have one on them at all times. In case of emergency. Or, you know, in case she just wanted to talk to her husband right now.
Personally, he’d rather just ignore the stupid thing. But if there was one thing he’d learned as Karen’s loving and devoted husband, it was that she hated for her calls to be ignored.
“Diane keeps asking me to have you bring home tequila, though.”
“That doesn’t seem like a good idea. Won’t the cupcakes get more lopsided as you go?”
“That’s what I keep telling her.”
From the background, Eric heard Diane say, “Everything’s more fun with margaritas.”
Eric smiled at this. “She does have a point.”
“Don’t encourage her.”
Karen met Diane Shucker at college, where they were roommates. They’d been best friends ever since. Today, Diane was helping prepare for the shower. Although Eric had noticed on previous occasions like this one that “helping” usually meant little more than keeping her company. Karen always did the vast majority of the work. Diane would hand her things and help keep the kitchen tidy, but she would mostly just sit with her, the two of them gossiping and giggling like schoolgirls.
Karen earned a fair amount of spending money as a freelance cake decorator and caterer. Her cakes, pies and cookies had won awards at every county fair for the past six years. As a result, she spent most Fridays and Saturdays in the kitchen, preparing for one gathering or another.
Eric thought she should just open a business and hire some real help, but she didn’t care at all for the idea of turning her hobby into a career. She was convinced it would take all the fun out of it, and he supposed she might be right about that.
Satisfied that the bouquet wasn’t going to topple out of his grip, Eric nodded goodbye to the overly-smiley, too-young florist and quickly made for the door.
“I just got off the phone with Hailey, actually,” Karen informed him.
“Oh yeah? How is she today?”
“Good. Her family got here last night.” Hailey was his and Karen’s sister-in-law. Her husband, Andrew, was Karen’s baby brother. This would be their first child, and the first grandchild for Hailey’s parents. It was a big event for the entire family. They drove all the way down from Northern Minnesota for this shower.
“It is. But they all showed up.”
“Uh oh.” Eric stepped out into the warm sunshine and squinted at the surrounding street. He didn’t see anyone staring at him with one of those stupid smiles, but there was plenty of ground to cover between him and his silver PT Cruiser.
“Uh huh.” They’d only been expecting Hailey’s parents and maybe an aunt or two. “So I’m going to need you to bring home some more sparkling juice.”
“Sounds like a wild time. Red or white?”
“Both. About four more bottles, I think.”
“No. Four total. Two of each should do it.”
“That going to be enough?”
“I think so. Sounds like her dad and uncles brought down enough beer to show the whole town a good time.”
“Now you’re talking.”
“Right.” He knew she was rolling her eyes. It was a baby shower, not a wedding reception. She hadn’t planned on having any alcohol. She stood firmly by her assertion that it simply wouldn’t be fair to the expectant mother. And he certainly couldn’t argue with that. He wouldn’t want to be thrown a party where he was the only one not allowed to drink.
Eric made it to the PT Cruiser without attracting a crowd and stopped as he realized that he now had no idea how he was going to dig the keys out of his pocket to unlock it.
So close to sanctuary…
Karen took a moment to think it over. Eric wondered if she was doing it on purpose. “I don’t think so,” she decided at last.
“Okay. I’ll see you in a little bit, then.”
Eric said goodbye and hung up. He shoved the phone back into his left, front pocket and then awkwardly shifted the bouquet to his left hand so he could retrieve the keys from his right, front pocket. A light breeze blew past him, threatening to unbalance the daisies, and he had to rest them gently against the side of the vehicle to keep from dropping them.
Once the keys were in his hand, he unlocked the PT Cruiser and glanced around one last time. Still, nobody seemed to be staring at him. Nobody he could see, at least. That silly part of his brain was convinced that there were dozens of laughing eyes hidden behind all those store windows. But the only person he saw was a man in a navy blue hoodie hurrying across the street with a paper grocery sack in his arms.
Something about this man seemed curious. Perhaps it was the hoodie. It wasn’t sweltering out, but it wasearly June and plenty warm enough for shorts and tee shirts.
Eric watched this man as he hurried into a narrow alley between two buildings. There, just beyond the sidewalk, he turned to look back the way he came, pulling down his hood as he did, allowing an unobstructed view of his face.
Immediately, the big, pink bouquet was forgotten. Here, right before his eyes, was a face he hadn’t seen in over six years. In fact, as far as he knew, no one had seen this face in over six years.
The young man turned and scanned the street and sidewalk until his eyes met Eric’s. Instantly, surprise washed over him. Then panic. He turned and bolted deeper into the alley and out of sight.
Eric hurried after him, but by the time he entered the alley, Aiden (if it really was Aiden) was gone.
A high, chain link fence blocked the back of the alley. It was old and flimsy and didn’t look like it would stop anyone sufficiently determined to pass through it, but it should have been enough to slow someone down. And Aiden hadn’t been out of sight for more than a few seconds.
On the left side of the alley, between him and the fence, a door stood ajar. It was much more likely that he’d gone in there.
Cradling the flowers in his arms, Eric walked to this door and opened it wide. It didn’t close. There was no latch and no lock. It swung freely on its creaky hinges, practically useless. Inside was darkness and silence. A shadowy set of stairs led up to a second floor landing.
He hesitated. He didn’t like this. He felt like a child standing at the front gate of a haunted house. And he had every reason to be apprehensive. He’d done this sort of thing before. And unlike when he was a child, he knew first-hand that monsters were real.
He glanced around once more, but this seemed to be the only place the mysterious young man could have gone.
He didn’t have to do this. He could walk away. He could just go home. But… What if it really was Aiden?
Was it possible? After all this time?
If it was him, he couldn’t just leave. It would haunt him for the rest of his life. Aiden Chadwick was one of this city’s greatest unsolved mysteries.
He looked back up into the shadows at the top of the steps and took a deep breath. “Don’t worry,” he said to himself. “You brought flowers. What could go wrong?”
But that was a poor choice of words. He’d always possessed a very vivid imagination and it was quick to bring to mind several ghoulish examples of how things could go very, very wrong.
Mentally bracing himself, he stepped through the doorway and began to climb the stairs. It was dusty in here. The paint was peeling from the walls. The handrail was coming loose.
What building was this? The bakery was next to the florist. Then that little pet grooming shop, Sheltie’s. Was that where he was? Or was this the next one over? He couldn’t quite recall how Main Street was laid out. He didn’t frequent the shops here that often. Many of them he’d never set foot in. He didn’t have reason to. He didn’t own a pet, for instance.
From this perspective, the building appeared to be deserted, except for the footprints in the dust. Those were fresh. Someone had been using these steps very recently. And frequently. A great many footprints had merged into a path up the middle.
At the top was another door, this one unbroken and properly latched. He paused here and listened. Everything was quiet. He reached for the knob, but stopped himself. He had no idea what was on the other side of this door. Most of these old Main Street shops had apartments over them. What if this was someone’s home? He couldn’t simply start rattling the knob, trying to break in. Best case scenario, someone would call the police. Worst case scenario, he’d find himself answering to a big, angry property owner with a big, angry gun aimed at his face.
No, the stealthy approach was simply a bad idea. This was Aiden, not Hannibal Lecter. He closed his open hand, took a calming breath and rapped his knuckles firmly against the door.
No one answered. He wasn’t surprised. Aiden hadn’t looked overly happy to see him, after all.
He knocked again. “Aiden?”
Not a sound.
“Is that you, Aiden? It’s Eric Fortrell. Do you remember me?”
Eric tried the knob. The door was unlocked. It creaked open, an eerie sound in the silence. “Hello? Anybody home?”
A narrow hallway stood before him. Shadowy, dusty, with cobwebs in every corner. A kitchen was to his right, a cramped bathroom to his left. He could see a table in the dining room ahead of him. An apartment, just as he’d predicted. But it looked as decrepit and poorly kept as the stairs that brought him here. The paint was faded, peeling. There was water damage on the ceiling tiles over the sink. There was no furniture except an old gas stove and dated refrigerator. It was hot and stuffy. And it smelled bad, like overflowing trash cans and dirty public restrooms.
Aiden was nowhere to be seen.
Eric felt his stomach sink a little as he recalled a similar deserted home, a farm house with the same kind of empty rooms. Like this time, he’d even followed someone right through the door, someone who vanished before he could catch up.
He could even remember a similar, narrow hallway. A bathroom. A bedroom. An old wardrobe…
Eric shuddered at the memory.
He forced himself to relax. This was different. That place was far away, unfamiliar, threatening. This was Creek Bend, Wisconsin. His hometown.
And this place was far from deserted. Someone had been here. It was a mess.
“Hello?” he called again. “Aiden? Is that you?”
Still cradling the daisies in his arms, Eric stepped into the apartment and looked around. Garbage was strewn across the kitchen counter tops and now that he was inside, he could hear the buzzing of flies. Standing there with the daisies in his arms, he felt a strong urge to turn and flee back down the steps.
“Please, God,” he muttered under his breath, “don’t let there be any dead bodies in here…”
On the counter, next to the sink, surrounded by crumpled soda cans, warm bottles of Aquafina water, snack food wrappers and empty tequila bottles sat the paper bag Aiden had been carrying when he entered the alley. Eric walked over and peered inside. It was filled with junk food. Snack cakes, mini-donuts, pretzels, some cereal bars… He was reminded of long nights cramming for exams in college. The only things missing were the Hot Pockets and microwave burritos.
Clearly, this was where Aiden went after he vanished from the alley. But where was he now?
Eric left the kitchen without searching it. It was obvious that no one was here. And he had no desire to check the fridge for human heads. He returned to the hallway instead.
The bathroom reeked. It smelled as if no one had ever flushed the toilet. Covering his mouth and nose against the stench, he leaned through the door and looked around. There was no shower curtain and a sizeable pile of dirty clothes lay in the bottom of the bathtub. A large package of toilet paper stood open and half-empty on the floor within reach of the toilet. Beside this was an empty five-gallon bucket. A toothbrush, a tube of toothpaste, deodorant and a comb lay scattered on the counter around the sink basin along with several empty bottles of water and one half-empty bottle of Captain Morgan.
He reached out and twisted the knob on the sink, but no water came out. Clearly, the bottles of water were for brushing teeth while the bucket served to manually flush the toilet. But only occasionally, by the smell of it.
The rum, Eric could only speculate, was the all-in-one medicine cabinet, good for whatever ailed.
In need of fresher air, Eric withdrew from the smelly bathroom and moved on.
Next door was a small bedroom. A pile of old blankets were arranged into a makeshift bed surrounded by flashlights, empty soda cans, more water bottles and even more empty liquor bottles. There were junk food wrappers, fast food bags, napkins and other trash, as well as more dirty laundry.
His eyes washed over these clothes, examining them. Pants and shirts, socks, briefs… No women’s clothing.
Eric eyed the bed nervously. A tightly rolled blanket lay in the corner, a makeshift pillow. Aiden wasn’t merely spending time here…he seemed to be living here. And had been for a while. It must have taken at least a few weeks to make this much of a mess, perhaps months.
But how could he have been here this long without attracting attention? The whole county knew about Aiden Chadwick. His disappearance was the stuff of urban legends.
Now he was beginning to look a little more Hannibal Lecter-y.
Turning his back to the bedroom, Eric glanced back the way he’d come, half-convinced that someone was sneaking up behind him. But the apartment remained empty and silent.
He had a bad feeling about this place. More and more, he was sure that what he found here was going to ruin his day.
He walked to the end of the hallway and stepped into the combination living and dining room. Here, the walls were decorated with maps and photos of Creek Bend and the surrounding areas. In the middle of the room stood the cheap folding table that Eric had seen from the doorway. A large map of the city was taped to it. Several locations were circled in black Sharpie marker, each with a straight line drawn from it to the edge of the map, seemingly at random. In the center of one of the circles, a screw had been driven into the table. Two lengths of bright green string ran from this screw to two more screws driven into the walls on two sides of the room, where a strange, spiraling arrangement of numbers had been drawn onto the faded wallpaper. Strewn across the table on top of the map were a wooden ruler, a compass, several markers and an old Polaroid camera.
There were more maps lying in an untidy pile on the floor under the table.
What the hell was this?
That bad feeling grew even stronger. Carefully, he placed the daisies on top of the map between the camera and the compass and reached for his cell phone.
“Are you seeing this?” he asked as he pulled it from his pocket.
The phone rang obediently in his hand. He answered it and lifted it to his ear without glancing at the screen.
“It’s weird, right? I mean it’s not just me?”
“Definitely not just you.”
“Like I should be concernedabout how weird this is.”
“I agree. You should be careful.”
Eric looked around the room again. “You think I’m in danger?” The only other door leading in and out of this apartment was in this room. With the apartment empty, Aiden must have gone through there. By now he was probably long gone.
“Never hurts to assume so.”
Eric nodded and said, “Especially when things are freakishly weird.”
“Especially then. I’m doing great, by the way. Thanks for asking.”
Eric was looking nervously around the room, appreciating just how weird this all was, but as soon as she said this, he felt his shoulders slump. “Aw crap… I’m sorry.”
Isabelle giggled. “I’m totally just joking. It’s fine.”
“No it’s not.” Now that he was thinking about it, it’d been over a week since he last spoke to her. Karen had been keeping him so busy preparing for the shower… He felt like a jerk.
“I’m fine, Eric. I’m not a kid. Well… I ama kid… You know what I mean. I can entertain myself.”
“Still, that was rude of me.”
“Seriously. Forget it. You should be focusing on those…what are those? Maps?”
Isabelle couldn’t actually seewhat was in front of Eric. More accurately, she could perceive what he was looking at by what he was feeling and thinking. They shared a connection. It was…complicated.
Eric turned in a circle, scanning the walls around him. “Yeah. The whole city. He’s circled a bunch of locations for some reason.”
“He’s put some serious work into all this,” observed Isabelle. “But what’s he up to?”
Eric turned and leaned over the map on the table. This part of Main Street was enclosed in the circle with the screw driven into it. A line jutted out from the circle, pointing roughly westward. It crossed three other lines, each of which originated from another circle elsewhere on the map, but did not appear to lead anywhere. Each line ran to the end of the map. And none of the drawn lines matched the lines created by the two lengths of string. “Is he planning some kind of…massive burglary?”
But Isabelle didn’t know.
There was another circle drawn over the hospital and another just south of the water tower, centered over Milwaukee Street. The others didn’t seem to have any outstanding landmarks to help locate them.
Only one of the circles did not have a black line running out from it. Instead, it had been circled again in bright red marker and then crossed out with an X. This particular location wasn’t far from his home. He wondered why it was marked out. It was the only one like it. Was it a mistake?
“I get a seriously weird feeling about that place,” warned Isabelle.
“I don’t know. I can’t quite put my finger on it. But I really think you should be careful.”
Eric glanced around the room again. There were two windows. One appeared to have been broken. It was boarded over with a roughly cut piece of plywood. Eric’s eyes were drawn to a hole in the center of the wood. Bright sunlight was pouring through.
As he ducked under one of the strings and moved toward this window, he saw that there were actually two boards, one behind the other, with about an inch of empty space between them. The second board had a hole in it, too, but it was offset from the first so that he could only look through them at a sharp angle. Peering through these holes, he could see the roof of one of the buildings across the street and the tall peak of a distinct structure reaching up behind it. Pressing his eye to the hole for a better look, he thought at first that it was the steeple of the Catholic church on Deer Street, but it was squared off, not pointed, less a steeple than a tower. And as he thought about it, he realized that Deer Street was in the opposite direction. This looked more like a clock tower, minus the clock. But he couldn’t quite place the building, even though he’d lived in Creek Bend most of his life.
A noise startled him. It sounded like a door clicking closed.
Suddenly his heart was racing.
“Be careful!” hissed Isabelle.
Eric nodded but didn’t dare speak aloud. Was that Aiden? He pressed his back to the wall and glanced around the room. The big, pink bouquet was still lying on the table, visible from the door all the way down the hall. If anyone had entered the apartment, they would know instantly that someone was here.
That was really stupid.
But no one called out to ask who was trespassing. The building remained deathly quiet. The only sound was the occasional rumble of passing traffic on the street outside and the thudding of Eric’s pulse in his ears.
Silently, he stepped away from the wall and ducked under the string again, careful not to make any noise. Seconds passed as he crept toward the hallway, his body tense, ready to defend himself, but no one came to investigate the bouquet. The apartment remained quiet. And when he peered around the corner, he found no one there.
He’d left the door open behind him. Now it was closed. Perhaps a breeze had pulled it shut. It wasn’t all that unlikely. The door at the bottom of the steps didn’t have a latch, so the wind could easily have created a draft.
He checked the bedroom and bathroom, just to be sure, but both remained empty. There was nowhere to hide. There weren’t even any closets.
He peered out the door and down the steps, but no one was there, either.
Returning to the living/dining room, he opened the second door and looked out. Another dark stairwell led down to the first floor of the building.
Eric turned around and scanned the mysterious apartment again. If these were the only two exits, then Aiden could only have gone this way.
Isabelle’s voice drifted up from his hand and he lifted the phone to his ear. “What was that?”
“I said, what’s the deal with this guy, anyway? You knew him?”
“Not very well. Aiden was one of my students about seven years ago. The next year, he disappeared without a trace. It was big news in this town for a long time.”
“A missing person, huh?”
“I can relate to that.”
Eric smiled. “That’s right.” He found Isabelle almost a year ago. She looked and sounded thirteen, but she’d been missing for thirty-six years, trapped inside a living mansion that existed between two worlds. She saved his life, and in return he gave her the courage to escape her strange prison. But she still wasn’t exactly free. Although she’d left the terrifying Altrusk House behind, she could only travel between buildings with similar properties. She still couldn’t venture outside.
“Maybe you can save Aiden, too, just like you did me.”
“Maybe.” But Aiden didn’t seem to want to be found. He was gone as quickly and mysteriously as he’d appeared. “But for now, I’m going to hang up until I’m out of here.”
“I’ll be watching.”
Stuffing the phone back into his front pants pocket, he retrieved the daisies from the table and then left the apartment down the spiral staircase. At the bottom was a heavy, steel door. Like the others, it was unlocked.
He stepped through the door and immediately found himself standing in a shadowy room that smelled of leather, stale beer and faint cigarette smoke. A round, oak table stood before him with a single, unlit candle resting in the middle. Four high-back chairs of matching oak stood around it. Similar tables were set all over the room. The walls were painted black, the floors were hardwood. The décor appeared to be a passionate marriage of Harley Davidson and United States naval history. Leather jackets, gloves and biker helmets mingled with American flags, framed photographs of aircraft carriers and battleships, paintings of sailors, framed medals and other various war memorabilia.
This was a bar.
He was still on Main Street, just a few doors down from the florist. He thought for a moment and finally realized where he was. This was Big Brooke Tavern.
Fantastic. He was now trespassing in a biker bar before business hours.
This was definitely not somewhere he wanted to be.
Quickly, he turned to retreat back up the steps, intending to instead leave the way he came. But the heavy, metal door to the spiral staircase was no longer there. He was staring at an empty wall adorned with a painting of a bald eagle.
Baffled, he croaked a stifled, “What—?” and twirled around, scanning the room.
Where the hell had the door gone? He just came out of it. It was right here.
He pressed his hand against the wall and felt it. It made no sense. Doors didn’t just disappear. Yet this one had done just that. It was utterly gone.
He turned and looked out into the bar again. He had to get out of here.
Stepping around the table, he saw that there was a door to his right, but it was clearly marked “FIRE EXIT” and warned him that an alarm would sound if he attempted to open it.
That wasn’t desirable.
The only way out seemed to be the front door.
A loud bang came from the rear of the building, followed immediately by a deep, angry voice that he couldn’t clearly hear but was certain had uttered a profanity of some sort.
He wasn’t alone here.
Again, he wondered what would happen if he was caught. Would the owners call the police and have him arrested? Or would they simply beat the crap out of him and toss him out with the garbage?
Still clinging to the stupid daisies, Eric made for the front door, weaving around tables as he went.
He glanced back. From here he could see the polished bar with all its bottles of liquor neatly organized behind it and its cozy stools sitting empty and waiting for the day’s first patrons. He could also see the door to the right of those bottles, leading back into the store room. There was a light on back there, shining through the window in that door. If someone glanced through that, he would be right out in the open and impossible to miss.
He reached the front doors without drawing anyone’s attention, only to find them locked tight. The handles clanked noisily down, but refused to budge.
Panic exploded in his chest. No! This wasn’t fair. What was he supposed to do now?
“Hey!” boomed a frightful voice from the rear of the building.
Eric spun around. Standing behind the bar, having just emerged from the store room, was a large man in a leather vest with big, tattooed arms and an even bigger gut. His hair was cut so short it was little more than a shadow covering his scalp, but he had more than enough beard to make up for it. Black as coal, it cascaded down his chest and came to rest on top of the huge bulge of his belly. “What are you doing in here? We’re closed.”
Frozen and wide-eyed, significantly outweighed and cradling the big, pink bouquet of daisies in his arms, Eric never had a chance of intimidating this monstrous man. Not even a little. He might as well burst into tears and wet himself on top of it all. “I’m sorry,” he stammered. “I think I’m lost.”
Eying the bouquet, the man said, “You think?”
From somewhere in the back room, he heard another voice, this one the deep, throaty voice of a woman: “What are you going on about?”
“I’m not talking to you,” the hairy barkeeper bellowed back.
The man lifted his head, exasperated, and filled his mighty lungs. “Nothing!”
“I’m really sorry,” Eric said again. “I don’t know what happened.” He reached behind him and tried the door again, but it still wouldn’t open.
Stepping out from behind the bar and strolling toward him, looking even bigger now that the bar wasn’t obscuring any of his impressive girth, the man said, “I don’t either. Those doors’re supposed to be locked.”
“Yeah…” Eric glanced back at the doors and was struck by fleeting inspiration. “They seem to be. Now. I was…” He had to force himself to relax. He hadn’t done anything wrong. Well, he was trespassing…but he hadn’t done anything seriously wrong. “I wasn’t paying attention. I came into the wrong building. When I realized my mistake, I couldn’t get back out.”
“Are you talking to somebody?” bellowed the woman from the back.
The barkeeper stopped and turned his back to Eric. “Just some guy at the door!” he shouted back at her.
“We’re not open yet!”
The barkeeper threw his hands out to his sides as if to say, “No kidding!” and shouted, “I know! He’s just lost or something!” He turned back to Eric, shaking his head and muttering something that sounded like, “Crazy trucking woman…”
Eric was fairly sure the woman in back wasn’t a trucker.
“I really didn’t mean to cause any trouble.”
But the barkeeper waved a dismissive hand at him as he walked up and shoved at the door. They were locked tight. “That’s strange. Why would it let you in but not out?”
Eric feigned bewilderment and shrugged. “No clue.”
The man looked at him, eying him up and down, and fished a huge set of keys out of his pants pocket to unlock the door. At that moment, the store room door swung open and a frightfully immense woman sauntered through. She was even taller than the man, at least six and a half feet tall, with broad shoulders and broader hips, a huge mane of badly dyed red hair and a vast amount of cleavage spilling out from a too-tight corset top. She was wearing a lot more makeup than was strictly necessary and gave off a far more impressive presence than the bearded barkeeper. “Why’d you let him in?” she asked, her voice booming over the silent bar. Eric thought she was probably used to the atmosphere being much noisier in here.
“I didn’t let him in. He got in on his own.”
“Didn’t you remember to lock the door?”
“Of course I remembered to lock the damn door. Don’t I always remember to lock the damn door?”
“Then how’d he get in?”
“Hell if I know! Something funny going on with the lock, I guess.”
“Well you’d better fix it. We can’t have people just walking in whenever they want. We have business hours.”
“I know I’ve got to fix it. I ain’t stupid, woman.”
“Again,” said Eric. “I’m sorry. I’m really embarrassed about this.”
The barkeeper shook his head and thumbed through his many keys.
The woman now eyed Eric with a distressingly keen interest. “Those for me, sweetie?”
“What?” Eric looked down at the daisies, startled. He felt an instant blush wash across his face. “Oh… No. I mean… They’re for my wife. I mean, my wife sent me out for them. They’re for a baby shower. My sister-in-law, actually.”
A curious smile touched the woman’s lips. For some reason, he felt like a slab of meat dangling in front of a hungry tiger.
“I was supposed to go to the flower shop and the bakery, but I was daydreaming and I guess I got turned around.”
“I’ll say you got turned around,” the woman told him. “The bakery’s right next to the florist. Two doors back the way you came.”
“Really? Two doors… I’m… Wow. I’m sorry.”
“You would’ve had to walk past it to get here.”
Eric didn’t know what to say to this. Now he was embarrassed about losing the door back up to the apartment and about being too stupid to find the bakery.
The woman laughed. It was a hearty laugh, loud in the silence of the closed bar.
“Well shit, it ain’t no wonder,” said the barkeeper. “Look at the size of that bouquet. Poor guy probably couldn’t see where he was going.”
“Real men buy pretty flowers for their women.”
“I buy you flowers,” the man returned quickly, managing to sound hurt.
“Not pretty ones like those.”
“I buy you roses.”
“Red roses. I know. Every time.”
“I thought you liked red roses. They symbolize love. Passion.”
“I do like red roses, but I like other flowers, too. Like those kind right there.”
The man looked at Eric, bemused.
“I should really let you two get back to work,” said Eric. “I didn’t mean to intrude.”
But Brooke went on as if he hadn’t spoken. “You just like buying red roses because you think that’s the only kind you can buy that makes you look romantic instead of like a pansy.”
“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” said the man, but there was a wounded look in his eyes that told Eric she knew exactly what she was talking about. “Anyway, here you go.” He unlocked the door and swung it open, puzzling over it. “Maybe I didn’t lock it all the way or something.”
“That could be it,” Eric agreed. “Maybe it didn’t quite catch or something.”
He nodded. “You might be right. I’ll keep an eye on it. Maybe it’s just one of those one-time sort of things. If it happens again, I’ll have the locks replaced.”
Eric apologized again.
“Not your fault, buddy. Honest mistake.”
These people were nice. Eric almost regretted lying to them. But he had no intention of telling them the truth, that he’d followed one of Creek Bend’s most famous missing persons into their filthy upstairs apartment and then walked into their closed tavern through a secret passage that vanished while he had his back turned.
“Come back and have a beer sometime during business hours, why don’t you?” said the woman.
“Oh, I might. It’s a real nice place you’ve got here.”
“Thanks,” said the man. “We’re real proud of it. I’m Leon, by the way. Leon Rufar. That’s my wife, Brooke.”
“Brooke,” said Eric. “Right. This is…”
“Big Brooke Tavern,” said Brooke proudly. “I’m Big Brooke.”
Eric had thought Big Brooke was a place, not a person, but it was just as apt. Brooke was quite…big…after all… “I’m Eric Fortrell.”
Big Brooke gave him a curious smile and said, “Bring me a pretty flower, Eric, and maybe I’ll give you something on the house.” This offer came with a mischievous wink that left Eric baffled and more than a little uneasy.
Leon rolled his eyes. “Jesus, woman…”
Eric bowed out the open door with an awkward smile. “Thanks,” was all he could think to say. Then he was walking down the sidewalk, squinting in the bright sunlight again, the daisies rustling in the breeze.
His phone chimed at him, alerting him to a new text message.
It was from Isabelle. As always, her messages went straight to the screen, never giving him the option to view or ignore it. This one read, I LIKE YOUR NEW GIRLFRIEND
Eric shoved it back into his pocket. “Ha ha.”
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After a slight delay, I’ve finally managed to finish the final book in my horror-adventure series. While it’s not ready quite yet (I still have to format it and wait for my proofreaders) it is close enough to announce that the book will be available in May! I can’t say precisely when in May…so I guess we’ll just say “by the 31st.” A few people have contacted me asking for a release date. Some of them were told February, others were told April. If you were one of those people, I sincerely apologize. I simply didn’t realize how much work I had left to do. (The pitfalls of independent publishing.) But you can get your first glimpse of the book right now!
The Judgment of the Sentinels tips the scales as the series heavyweight at over 90,000 words and brings to a satisfying close the epic journey of Albert and Brandy and friends that began two years ago when I first published The Box on Smashwords. I’ve collected a lot of reviews on Amazon, in that time (over 50!) and a sizeable majority of those reviews tell me that my readers really like my books! Hopefully, we will have a long and happy future together!
What follows is a brief excerpt from the book. In the past, I’ve simply posted the first chapter or two, but I’ve cut this one down so as not to give away too much of what happened in book 5, because the absence of my name on the New York Times Bestsellers List is a pretty decent indication that not everyone has read it yet. Of course, if you’re really concerned about spoilers, you might still want to stop here and go finish the other five books.
The Temple of the Blind was more than any of them had ever dreamed.
But all of it, from the first sentinel statues with their grotesque proportions and empty, featureless faces, to the tower with its vast belly full of fire, was only gray stone and shadow.
What awaited them at the end of this final passage was far more.
A soft glow greeted them as they approached, like the first light of a new day.
But it was no sunrise.
They emerged from the labyrinth and stood beneath a sky that was as black and as empty as the tunnels they had left behind them.
Rising into this pitch-black sky was a great, gray mountain.
The light was coming not from the horizon, lending hope to some distant sun, but from the mountain itself.
Columns of fire blazed from hundreds of unseen vents in the stone, illuminating its rocky face in an angry undulation of light and shadow, and from its highest peak spewed a towering inferno of orange and yellow flames.
More fires rose up from cracks in the ground on either side of them, scattering the shadows at their feet and lending a dreadful hue to the path on which they walked.
It was as if they had finally descended all the way down into the blazing pits of hell.
“Where are we?” asked Nicole.
“What is this place?”
“The Temple of the Blind,” Albert replied, still staring up at the burning mountain.
It was the most frightful place he had ever seen, far more terrifying than any scene from any movie.
“It’s inside there.
All of it.
This is what it looks like from outside.”
Brandy gazed up at the mountain, confused.
“But the Temple of the Blind is underground…”
“In our world, maybe.
Andrea turned in a circle, her wide eyes taking everything in.
“We’re in a different world?”
“We’re in the Wood,” said Olivia, her voice edged with unmistakable anxiety.
“How can you tell?” asked Nicole.
All of them lifted their faces toward the darkness above them.
It could have been nothing more than an overcast night sky, but it wasn’t.
Peering up, they could somehow tell that it was utterly empty.
An eternal abyss filled the heavens here, and looking into it was deeply unsettling.
“I don’t like it here,” Brandy decided.
“You don’t get used to it,” Olivia assured her.
She recalled cowering beneath the fallen night trees, staring out into this perpetually empty darkness, trying to decide if a place this black could really exist or if she had been struck blind in her fall through the branches.
Last time she looked into this sky, Wayne came to rescue her.
It broke her heart to know that he wouldn’t be coming again.
Albert scanned the landscape.
A pool of rippling water stood between them and the rocky terrain at the base of the mountain.
The smooth, right-angle edges of the temple’s interior were not apparent here.
This stone was raw, rough, indistinguishable from any other natural formation except for the fire belching from it.
These flames also illuminated the road ahead.
It surged from fissures in the stone, hot columns of fire reaching for the sky, lighting the way so that, for the first time since he descended into the steam tunnels the previous evening, he did not need a flashlight to see.
But Albert found little comfort in the light.
Inside that mountain was coiled every passage they had traveled during the night, and countless more they never glimpsed.
He thought of all that they’d already been through, all that they’d accomplished.
And still there was no end in sight.
How much farther would they be forced to go?
How much more would they have to endure?
“What are we supposed to do next?” asked Olivia.”
“Good question,” replied Albert.
“Follow the path, I guess.
See where it takes us.”
“The Sentinel Queen’s doorway?” wondered Andrea.
“It’s a fair assumption,” reasoned Albert.
“Somewhere on this mountain, I guess.”
“I don’t want to.
Brandy checked her watch and saw that it was already lunch time.
Olivia was hungry, too, but she didn’t want to say so.
It hadn’t slipped her attention that she was by far the chubbiest person here.
The last thing she wanted was to be the fat girl whining for food.
She hated that they had to be naked.
What was the reason?
Was it just to torture them?
just to torture them?
“I’m mostly thirsty,” said Andrea.
“Do you think the water’s safe to drink?”
“I have no idea,” replied Albert as he took some cleaning wipes from the first aid kit. He didn’t think he’d want to drink the water here. Who knew what might be in it?
All five of them turned at the sound of this new voice to find the Keeper standing with them, half-concealed in the shadows with its back to the rocks, as if it’d been there all along and they simply hadn’t noticed.
Olivia let out a startled scream and leapt to her feet, covering herself as if embarrassed to be caught naked out here.
Andrea sprang to her feet as well, ready to run, although she somehow managed not to scream.
Though they had both listened to Albert’s description of the strange little creature back inside the labyrinth, neither of them had actually seen the Keeper with her own eyes until now.
There was simply no way to prepare for a sight as strange as this.
Even Albert, Brandy and Nicole, who had already once weathered the shock of its creepy appearance, were startled to their feet by the abruptness of this unexpected visit.
Clearly, the Keeper wasn’t one to call first.
“How did you get here?” Albert asked the little creature.
He didn’t think it was possible to go back the way they came, and he thought that was the only way out of the labyrinth.
Like before, its voice was clear, but broken and hoarse.
Even its vocal cords did not seem to be human.
This reply caught Albert off guard.
It didn’t make sense.
Also like before, its head began to rotate, its chin circling toward the black sky, the crown of its head toward the ground.
“Of course it is.”
Brandy and Nicole crowded behind him, peering over his shoulders.
Nearby, Olivia and Andrea stood side-by-side as well, ready to bolt should the unusual creature with the oversized skin and the strange little head that tilted on the wrong axis suddenly decide to bare vicious fangs and charge at them.
All four remained silent, leaving Albert to address the Keeper alone.
are you here, then?”
“I’m here to ensure that you finish your journey.”
Albert cocked his head, confused.
Well, we didn’t exactly think we had a choice in the matter at this point.”
“I had no doubt you would keep going,” the Keeper clarified.
“What I remain unsure of is whether you can survive to reach the top.”
“So we don’t exactly have your full confidence, then.
Brandy gripped his arm.
Albert sounded angry and she was afraid for him.
They still had no idea what this “Keeper” was or what its intentions might be.
But at the same time, he deserved to be angry.
This was all so frustrating.
“The path ahead is treacherous,” explained the Keeper.
It now wore its face sideways.
Its left ear was aimed at the ground.
The loose flesh protruding from its jowls and forehead distorted grotesquely as it slid across its features, heeding the pull of gravity.
The shriveled mass of dark flesh dangling from its chin jiggled with each word it spoke.
“You will be tested.”
“Why?” asked Albert.
“Why are we here?
What’s the purpose?”
“The purpose is simply to reach the doorway at the top of the mountain.”
“You are the final pieces in an ancient design,” the Keeper explained.
“Long ago, long before mankind ever set foot in your world, a race of creatures you now call ‘the sentinels’ passed judgment on all mankind.
But they, Those Without Faces, did not share
“What kind of judgment?” Albert demanded.
“Who were the sentinels?”
Now the Keeper’s face was upside-down, the flesh of its forehead hanging toward the ground, its black eyes staring at him.
That hideous mass of wrinkled flesh lay against its left cheek.
“The Faceless Ones were the last guardians of man.”
“‘Last guardians of man…’” repeated Albert.
“What does that even mean?”
“The sentinels were the architects who made possible the survival of humanity beyond the expiration of their original world.
They built the gateways and orchestrated the exoduses that allowed you all to be here today.”
“We really came from another world?” asked Andrea.
“Humans have made several
worlds their own over the ages.
You have no idea how ancient your species is.”
This was a lot to take in.
Albert struggled to understand it all.
We’ve outlived whole worlds?”
The little creature’s head began rotating again, returning to its upright position.
“And the sentinels were the ones who moved us to new worlds each time ours died?”
“They were also the ones who decided if mankind should be allowed
Albert considered this.
It was all starting to fall into place.
Those fourteen women the Sentinel Queen told us about…
They were sent through this temple from our last world?”
Emboldened by the fact that the creature did not seem to want to drink their blood, Andrea took a tentative step toward it, trying to see it better.
It was the strangest thing she’d ever laid eyes on.
Startled, Olivia seized her by the arm and pulled her back.
sent those women here,” said Albert.
“This was the doorway to the new world during the last exodus,” confirmed the Keeper.
“And also the next.”
“This very mountain, this temple
, that facilitated the journey of the mothers into the new world, is also the key that will ultimately open the way to the next
Unless the judgment of the faceless ones deemed your race unworthy.”
Albert stood silently, considering this.
Salvation or doom, all depending on the whims of a race of long dead, faceless freaks.
It wasn’t entirely surprising.
After all, he’d heard this argument already tonight.
“The Sentinel Queen and that old man—”
“Yes,” interrupted the Keeper.
“The Mother and the Ancient One.
They both had their roles to play in bringing you here.
But it’s not they who must decide.
It made sense now.
The Sentinel Queen believed that humanity’s only chance at salvation was the opening of the doorway.
The old man, the one she claimed was the devil, believed opening the doorway would only bring doom.
This was what they were talking about, this judgment of the sentinels
“So what are we supposed to do, exactly?”
The Keeper’s face returned to its upright position and then continued rotating, its chin swiveling toward the sky in the opposite direction this time.
“You are here to finish what the sentinels began.
They passed their judgment on you long before you were ever born.
Now you must pass your judgment on them long after they’ve died.
You must decide for yourselves to open the door that awaits you atop this Temple of the Blind.”
“And if we decide wrong?” Albert asked.
“Even I don’t know that,” the Keeper replied.
“Many people have tried to walk the road that you’ve taken to get here, people from all over the world.
At first they were following the stories handed down to them throughout history, from the mouths of the mothers themselves.
Later, when the truth had faded into myth and was eventually forgotten altogether, only those with the old gifts were able to feel the pull of the doorway, people like Wendell Gilbert and Beverly Bridger.”
The creature’s head was upside-down again.
Its stare was dull, but piercing.
“Many have come over the ages.
And all of them have died.
Albert remembered the bones in the round room with the battered sentinels, the scattered remains of those who did not have the box to guide them.
“You are here…” the Keeper lifted one skinny hand and pointed up at the burning peak of the temple, its loose flesh dangling like the sleeves of an oversized shirt, “…to go there.
Your entire world is balancing on the razor’s edge of the actions you’ve taken and will take on this journey.”
“No pressure…” grumbled Nicole.
“Your world could end today,” said the Keeper, “or it could live on for thousands more years.
But it will
Humanity may die with it.
Or it may live beyond it.
It depends entirely upon the judgment the sentinels passed upon you.
And it depends upon the judgment you will pass upon them.”
“I don’t understand,” said Olivia.
“It doesn’t matter.”
The Keeper turned its head ninety degrees and held it there, its ears pointing up and down.
“You don’t have to understand.
You only have to choose.”
Albert wanted to know more.
He wanted the Keeper to explain these things that it had said to them, but it vanished before their eyes, withdrawing into the very rock behind it, as though sucked back into the darkness from which it came.
“Where did it go?” Andrea asked.
“I’m not the only one who found that whole thing weird, am I?” asked Olivia.
“What about that was weird?” quipped Nicole.
“The freaky little Muppet thing just told us we have to choose the fate of the world.”
“That’s really messed up,” said Andrea.
She walked over to where the Keeper had been standing, trying to figure out how it had come and gone.
Albert looked around at his four lovely companions and sighed.
“Well, everybody, Brandy might have a broken tailbone, Nicole’s got a hole in her hand and I’ve got a broken arm.
Who’s up for some mountain climbing?”
Look for The Judgment of the Sentinels at Smashwords, Barnes & Noble and Amazon in May! And check back soon for more updates and to find out what I’ll be doing once The Temple of the Blind is behind me.
It’s hard to believe it’s already December. November was crazy busy. I celebrated another birthday. I enjoyed another wonderful Thanksgiving dinner. I neglected my blog. (Sorry!) And I became an official National Novel Writing Month WINNER!
In my last post, I wrote about participating in the annual competition to write a novel of 50,000+ words in only thirty days. I was not entirely confident I would be able to do it. I’ve never put myself on such a deadline before. I wasn’t sure I had the time for such an undertaking. But I worked hard and had excellent support from my wonderful wife and I reached the 50,000-word requirement in only 18 days! The book has now surpassed 73,000 words and is well into the editing process.
I’ve never made such good time on a project this size. And the book is coming along wonderfully. After reading just a few chapters of my first draft, my dear wife has not only proclaimed it a resounding success, but has challenged me to finish it and deliver it to my fans by Christmas! (My tentative deadline of June was simply unacceptable, she insisted.) I’m not fully convinced that I can produce a finished book by Christmas Day (that’s only two weeks!) but then again, I wasn’t fully convinced that I could pull off NaNoWriMo, either…
I would have to complete all the editing, the cover design work and formatting. And then there’s the near impossible task of finding proofreaders capable of reviewing the book in that time…
Well, there’s no harm in trying. Even if I miss my holiday deadline, this push should ensure the book gets a healthy January or February release, slightly ahead of the final book in The Temple of the Blind series.
In the meantime, I thought I’d share with you the entire first chapter of my manuscript. Check it out and enjoy.
by Brian Harmon
Eric Fortrell lived a perfectly unremarkable life until he happened to have a very extraordinary dream. It wasn’t that it was an especially meaningful dream. In fact, he could remember nothing about the dream except that there was something about a bird, and even that vague detail was so far lost to his waking mind that only the word itself remained. “Bird.” It was not any particular kind of bird, no bird of any particular color or size. It was nothing more significant than something about a bird. And yet this dream filled him with such a profound sense of urgency and foreboding that he immediately left his bed, dressed himself and fled his home in the middle of the night. By the time he came to his senses and realized that there was nowhere for him to go, he was already standing in his driveway with the door of his silver PT Cruiser wide open, ready to climb in and drive away.
He was confused, of course, and a little unnerved. After all, he wasn’t exactly known for being impulsive. It wasn’t like him to do anything without a reasonable amount of thought, much less jump up in the middle of the night and go running out to his car, inexplicably convinced that he desperately needed to be somewhere. But more than that, he was embarrassed. He closed the vehicle’s door as quietly as he could and gazed around at the darkened windows of his neighbors’ houses, very nearly convinced that at least one of them must be watching him, wondering where he thought he was going at a quarter past one in the morning, laughing at his ridiculous antics.
He was a reasonable enough man to know that this was utter nonsense. Even if someone was up and wandering around in their unlit home at this hour and just happened to be looking out the window as he hurried out the door, they’d have no reason to suspect that he was behaving strangely. Perhaps he’d lost something, his wallet, maybe, and was checking to see if he’d left it in his vehicle.
Still, he hesitated to lock the car for fear that the brief sounding of the horn would alert every nosy neighbor on the block to his presence and somehow instantly let them know that he was acting as if he’d utterly lost his mind.
He left the PT Cruiser unlocked in his driveway and returned to his house and his bed.
He was not crazy. He did not have a history of insanity in his family. He had no excessive mental or emotional stress in his life. He was also intelligent. He’d earned a Masters Degree in education and literature. With honors. He was a respected high school English teacher and he had never in his life poisoned his mind with drugs. He didn’t even drink that much. Only seldom in his life had he drank enough to qualify him as being drunk, and never so much that he couldn’t remember what he did the next morning.
And yet here he was.
Karen was waiting for him when he returned to bed. She was concerned, of course, and wanted to know what had happened, why he had risen and dressed, where he had gone. He told her the truth. He always told his wife the truth. And of course she laughed at him and told him how silly he was because she was always equally as honest with him and it was, after all, a funny and silly thing that he had done.
But long after Karen had drifted off to sleep again, Eric remained awake, staring up at the ceiling in the faint glow of the street light that filtered through the curtains and the nightlight that shined through the open bathroom door. He kept thinking of the dream he couldn’t remember and the odd compulsion that had driven him out of his bed and into the cool, August night.
The following day was no better. He couldn’t stop thinking about the dream (something about a bird…) and that feeling of desperately needing to be somewhere (now). In fact, he still felt this compulsion. It gnawed stubbornly at him. His eyes kept drifting to the windows and doors. His thoughts kept returning to the parked PT Cruiser in the driveway. It was like an itch.
He very much wanted to get in the vehicle and drive down the road. Yet he remained unable to say where
it was he wanted so badly to go.
That night, the dream returned. Like the first time, he recalled nothing but a bird (or birds, or something bird-like…he simply couldn’t remember) and like the first time, he awoke utterly convinced that there was somewhere he very much needed to be, that he was, in fact, desperately late.
He did not make it all the way to his car this time. When Karen switched on her bedside lamp, he stood frozen and bewildered, his pants only halfway on, squinting into the blinding glare and trying to remember where it was he thought he was going.
Soon after, he was back in bed, the lights back off. Karen did not laugh at him this night. She did not tell him he was silly. She urged him back into bed and he came willingly, ashamed of the concern he saw in her sleepy face. The desperation he had felt was overpowered by the simple logic that he did not have anywhere to be. He returned to his pillow without a word and she snuggled against him as if determined to anchor him to the bed until morning.
Again, he lay awake, that feeling of being late still stubbornly refusing to release him and let him rest.
The next day was much like the one before it. He remained constantly distracted, his thoughts and eyes inexorably drawn to the parked PT Cruiser and the unknown roads it promised to carry him down.
Each time he forced his eyes away from the windows and doors he caught Karen watching him. She was no fool. No matter how many times he told her he was fine, she knew something was troubling him, and he felt terrible for worrying her. But still he could not shake the urge to get up and go.
The third night inevitably arrived and Eric awoke once more from the same mysterious dream with the same maddening desire to rush out of the house.
This time, he did not bother returning to bed. When Karen came downstairs and switched on the kitchen light at a little before three in the morning, she found him sitting at the table, fully dressed, a steaming cup of coffee in his hands and his car keys sitting in front of him.
For a moment she stood watching him and for that moment he watched her back, admiring her. She was considerably heavier than she had been ten years ago when he married her, but still as lovely as the day they met. In fact, he rather preferred her a little plumper. She’d been too skinny back when they dated, far too preoccupied with her weight. Now that she’d accepted that there was nothing wrong with being larger than a size zero, she’d filled out her figure with magnificently sexy curves. His eyes washed over her bare legs as she stood leaning against the doorjamb, clothed in only her favorite pajama top, her arms crossed over her chest as if chilled.
“You know,” she said finally, “there’s bound to be an easier way to sneak off and see your mistress.”
Eric smiled up at her. “I know. She told me to stop waking her up at two in the morning.”
“No girl’s horny at that hour.”
Still smiling, still admiring her lovely shape, he sipped quietly at his coffee.
“How far did you get this time?”
“Pretty well right here.”
“Far as I know. Still can’t remember it.”
She stared at him and said nothing.
He kept smiling. “It’s just a stupid recurring dream.”
She was silent for a moment longer. She would not admit that she was worried about him. That simply wasn’t her way. But he could see it in her eyes. And he didn’t blame her for feeling at least a little concerned. These dreams were troubling. They were interfering with his life. Neither of them had ever dealt with anything like this before.
Finally, she spoke: “What are we going to do?”
“I’m going to go,” Eric replied.
This surprised her. She stood up straight, her pajama shirt falling open a little at the bottom, where she’d left it unbuttoned. There was no force on earth that could stop his eyes from being drawn there. “Go where?”
Eric shrugged. “I’ll just drive. See where it takes me.”
“Okay…but there’s nowhere to go. It’s just a stupid dream. You said so yourself just now.”
“I know. Believe me, I know. But this is the third night in a row I’ve had it and for some reason it’s really getting to me. I’ve been so distracted. I constantly feel like there’s somewhere I need to be.”
“But there’s not. You know that.”
“I do know that,” he assured her. “But apparently some part of my brain doesn’t. That’s why I’m going. I’ll open myself up to it, do what it wants me to do. I’ll just get in the car and drive. After a while, I’ll prove to myself that there really isn’t anywhere for me to go. Then I can come home and finally sleep. I mean, why not? I’m already awake.”
She stared at him, studying him, considering what he’d said. He didn’t know what else to say to her, so he took another sip of his coffee and let his eyes slide down her naked legs while he waited for her to speak.
“I guess that makes sense,” she replied at last.
“I thought so.”
“Show that messed up little brain of yours it doesn’t know what it’s talking about.”
“Put it back in its place, right? That’s what I’m saying.”
She shifted her weight and continued to stare at him. He could almost see the thoughts swirling behind her lovely eyes.
“I’ll be fine,” he assured her. “And I can finally get this weirdness out of my system.”
“But what if it doesn’t work?”
“Then it doesn’t work. At least I’ll have tried, right? If I’m still having the dreams after this, I’ll call the doctor.”
Karen nodded. She knew there was no reason to be concerned. It was only a dream. It was irrational. So why not embrace the irrational and see what happened? Maybe then he’d at least be able to sleep through the night again.
And even if it didn’t work, he wouldn’t be any worse off for trying.
“I guess gas is cheaper than therapy,” she reasoned.
“Just a little, I think.”
“Just a little.”
Eric took another sip of his coffee and found his eyes drifting to the door again. He felt impatient to go, but he refused to simply rush out the door.
“It’ll be a fun little adventure for you.”
Eric returned his eyes to his wife and smiled again. “I’ll bet it will.”
“No picking up sexy hitchhikers.”
“But those are the best kind.”
“I keep telling you, you don’t know where they’ve been.”
“If my adventure has a serious lack of romance, it’ll be your fault.”
“I’ll just have to live with the consequences. How long will you be gone?”
Eric shrugged. “Long as it takes, I guess.”
She didn’t like this answer. She chewed thoughtfully at her lower lip. He loved it when she did that.
“Probably only a couple hours. I mean, really, where am I going to go? I’ll be fine,” he promised.
“Do you have your cell phone?”
Eric pulled the phone from his front pants pocket and showed her. He hated cell phones, saw no value in them whatsoever, but she insisted that he carry one in case of emergencies. She was utterly unwavering about it. She’d even wanted to get him a high-dollar one with more functions than his laptop, like the one she carried, but he’d put his foot down. He carried nothing fancier than a cheap pre-paid model from Wal-Mart. Even so, it had an obnoxious amount of extras built into it that he had no idea how to use. He didn’t even know how to add minutes to the ridiculous thing. She took care of that for him.
He returned the annoying device to his pocket, finished his coffee and then stood up and rinsed out his cup in the sink. When he turned back around, Karen was right next to him, slipping her arms around him.
“It’s okay,” he promised her. “I’m just driving around. I can drive at night, you know.”
“I just don’t like being left alone. You know that. You won’t fall asleep, will you?”
“I’ll stay caffeinated,” he promised. “Just go back to sleep. I’ll be home before you know it.”
“I won’t be able to sleep. I never sleep well when you’re not here.”
“You and your convoluted schemes to sneak off with your women.”
“I like to keep it interesting. I’ll tell your sister you said hi.”
She gave his arm a gentle smack. “Pushing it,” she warned him with an amused grin.
Eric smiled and kissed her again. “What’ve you got going on today?”
“Birthday cake for Joss.”
Karen was a talented baker and a freelance cake decorator. She’d earned an impressive reputation here in her home town and regularly earned fairly decent spending money.
“Toni’s coming by to pick it up this afternoon.” Toni was Karen’s cousin. Joss was Toni’s son, whose first birthday was tomorrow. He was an exceptionally adorable baby.
“That’ll be fun for you.”
“I know. Also, I’ll probably get started on those pies for Lana.” Lana was one of Karen’s oldest friends. They went to grade school together. Lana often organized social events for the church, a responsibility she inherited from her mother when she was diagnosed with cancer several years ago. Karen made various pies, cakes, cookies, whatever recipes she wanted to try out, and Lana regularly earned her new customers.
Eric had tried to talk her into starting her own website, but she wasn’t interested in expanding her hobby into an actual business. She was convinced it would take all the fun out of it.
“Maybe I should just get started now,” she said, glancing at the clock on the stove.
“I think you should at least tryand get more sleep. You don’t want to be too exhausted when you’re decorating that cake.”
“I guess so.”
“Go back to bed. I’ll see you in a little while.”
“Love you too.”
Eric kissed her one last time and then collected his keys and walked out of the house.
Karen watched him from the doorway as he climbed into the PT Cruiser and backed out of the driveway.
Now he had only to convince himself that this wasn’t completely insane.
He settled back into the seat and again tried to remember the dream. But like always, all that came back to him was the bird. It wasn’t even an image of a bird. It was just the idea of a bird. As if that made any sort of sense.
He drove away with no idea where he was going, confident that he would find nothing waiting for him in the great open world and return home satisfied and back to normal.
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